A letter to me

Dear Me,

Today is one of the lowest points of your life.

I just want you to know that one day, you will look back on this day, and realize that it was nothing.

Remember, someone once told you, you and the sun are alike, you will both shine no matter what.

Love,
Me

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Say (One Republic)

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

Second chances

Paul and I are celebrating his second life today.

He had a car accident yesterday that left our car in a total wreck, airbags didnt come out as they should - hello Toyota???

Life is short. Let's live it.

Great Wall of China

I climbed the Great Wall yesterday!

All by myself!!! :-)

Will post more photos of my Beijing, China trip soon.

Poker

Last Saturday, April 12, I learned how to play poker. Finally. Haha. It was quite fun :)

Yun lang. I dont have much time to blog now, but i just wanted to remember the day i learned this game.

Soulmates?

One night, my friends and I had a long discussion about soul mates. My take was, you could have a soul mate and that would not necessarily be the one you should end up with. For me, a soul mate is someone that you have been connected with, are connected with, and will be connected with throughout your karmic cycles. The connection you feel is unexplainable, you just know that you are. It may be how you understand each other, how you can read each others minds, how you completely get each other, no matter how different you both are. You feel like you have known each other forever. For each life cycle, he/she is the constant, in different forms. I/m not sure what the purpose of this soul mate is, but personally, I think, everyone is given a soul mate for companionship – so that you are accompanied every time you are born into a life cycle.

My friend asked, “So are you saying that you could be in-love and married with someone and have a different soul mate?” My answer is yes.

That is why I believe that the person you should marry is the person you could not live without, in this life. A person you know you need and who needs you. A person you know will care for you and you would want to take care of. A person you CHOOSE to be a part of. A soul mate is just there for the connection, automatically, by way of default. You do not choose it. They are just there. You may not care for that person, or he/she may not care at all for you as well, but the connection will always be there.

What do you think?

Juno

Watched JUNO with Paul over the weekend :-)


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Juno MacGuff: I'm losing my faith in humanity.
Mac MacGuff: Think you can narrow it down for me?
Juno MacGuff: I guess I wonder sometimes if people ever stay together for good.
Mac MacGuff: You mean like couples?
Juno MacGuff: Yeah, like people in love.
Mac MacGuff: Are you having boy troubles? I gotta be honest; I don't much approve of dating in your condition, 'cause well... that's kind of messed up.
Juno MacGuff: Dad, no!
Mac MacGuff: Well, it's kind of skanky. Isn't that what you girls call it? Skanky? Skeevy?
Juno MacGuff: Please stop now.
Mac MacGuff: [persisting] Tore up from the floor up?
Juno MacGuff: Dad, it's not about that. I just need to know if it's possible for two people to stay happy together forever, or at least for a few years.
Mac MacGuff: It's not easy, that's for sure. Now, I may not have the best track record in the world, but I have been with your stepmother for 10 years now and I'm proud to say that we're very happy.
[Juno nods]
Mac MacGuff: In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.
Juno MacGuff: I sort of already have.